Chapter 138 Unspeakable Struggle 

Rowan was not foolish. In fact, he was Intelligent. However, he repeatedly failed to see the truth about Ashley

The only explanation that made sense to me was that he was pretending to be ignorant. He had asked for time to handle Ashley’s situation previously, but he persistently acted oblivious. I was relieved that I didn’t trust him 

There are things I know that you don’t,said Rowan with a gloomy expression, as if there was an unsolvable problem troching him

1 suddenly raised my voice and exclaimed, Just tell me! If you do, maybe we can clear up all the misunderstandings.” 

Howan’s Lips parted, as if on the verge of speaking, but ultimately choosing to remain silent 

1 smeered. Rowan, is this your plan to deal with Achley? You met her at the conference, and she was the one who reached out to you first. You never mentioned it to me, and no eneelse knows about it. Are you trying to protect her by taking the blame for seduction

1added, Even though I munderstood your actions, beleving that you were attracted to her and that you forced her into the breakup, that your love for her consumed you to the point of losing control, it seemed as if you were determined to do whatever it took. Then why did you pester me after we divorced? What are you thinking? Are you truly the person Lonce knew

I wondered if I could be reincamated Why couldn’t Rowan be possessed by someone else’s soul? Maybe he wasn’t really Rowan but possessed by someone else’s soul

Rowan clenched his teeth, and I saw his jaw tighten. He seemed very upset. I was feeling the same. Chad to endure seeing Ashley’s pretentiousness while eating a whole roasted 

As I was getting ready to leave after I wiped my hands, Ashley came over. She looked at Rowan and then at me with a complicated expression

hery, what happened today has nothing to do with Mr. Payne We’re here because of my 

Ichose to stay silent and not engage in Ashley’s unnecessary drama 

Ashley misunderstood and thought i was blaming Rowan for this

Ashley went to the bathroom too. Did she go to look for you? Jean asked in a red tone after 1 came back

I don’t know left when I saw her, Tanswered casually

At that moment, Chester approached and offered a heartfelt apology, Ivory, I’m truly sorry I shouldn’t have posted that on my Instagram story” 

I glanced at Chester and suddenly remembered what Jean had sad. So, 1 inquired, Chester and Jasper, what are your thoughts on Ashley?” 

The two changed glances, user of how to respond. If Chester said something incorrectly, Jean would probably roast him stead of the lamb 

In the end, Jasper commented, She is simply a young lady who was blinded by love. She’s tolly very loving, cheerful, and enthusiastic toward everyone.” 

As soon as he finished speaking, Jean lunged at Jasper, aiming to hit him. However, Jasper immediately dodged ber attack

Chester was utterly shocked. He quickly embraced jean and exclaimed, Baby! Stay calm. Let’s be cautious for the sake of our child” 

Then, he scolded Jasper, What on earth are you talking about? How dare you upset jean and my kid 

With her pregnant badly, Jean pointed at Jasper and said furiously, Jasper, you’re lucky that the law exists!” 

Jasper used to be quite afraid of Jean, hasing witnessed her brutality. Hence, he was somewhat packed at that moment

That’s right jean has sharp eyes. Ashley is indeed very scheming.Chester and to soothe Jean’s emotions

Coincidentally, Ashley had just returned. Upon hearing his words, her expression turned sumber. Chunter turned and saw Ashley in tears. He panicked and did not dare to continue

I know I shouldn’t have come today.Ashley wiped away herteers, then turned and walked away quickly

hester signaled with his eyes to Rowan, who returned later. When Jean discovered this, she slapped Chester on the head, and he quickly became submissive Rowan didn’t question why and directly pursued Ashley 

Rowan’s love for Achley is truly genuine!Natalie said, with a touch of both sarcasm and admiration

Exactly. If that’s the case, why pester Ivy again?Olivasid, visibly intraed 

Scumbag! Bah!jean cured

Chester couldn’t bear to hear his good friend being scolded. He couldn’t help but it rupt them, Don’t say that. Dewan has his own struggle.” 

Since couldn’t obtain any specific information from Rowan, I decided to ask Chester, oh, what’s his issue? Why don’t you tell me

When asked about the details, Chester fell silent, Jasper swiftly changed the subject. Let’s dig into the lamb. I think it’s almost ready, and it smells absolutely delicious!” 

He then grabbed aknite and skilly sliced the lamb, placing it onto plates and serving each of us a generous portion 

The issue was brushed aside, and no one pursued it fether. In the end, I was still unre of Rowan’s problems

The lamb was delicious. A few of usate and chatted until midnight, and then we all went home

Early in the morning on All Souls Day, Mom woke me up. Then, my whole family, including Uncle Ahin, drove to the cemetery

This was the only cemetery in Alton City, sated on the outskirts Rowan’s grandparents were buried there, so it wasn’t surprising for me to meet the Paynes

Four en wisked the Payne family grave, including Rowan, his father, his uncle, and his cousin. Parla was not there as she visited her parentsgraves every All SoulsDay

Gege and my dad used to greet each other happily but no longer talked when they met. My dad took us away after seeing them 

When we met again after we finished and were about to leave, lowas was the first to address my parents, saying, “Samuel and Hilary, it’s been such a long time since we last sm wach other” 

Ted snorted and ignored him while my mom mustered an award smile and instantly pulled me into the car. Outside the car window, Rowan’s family appeared somewhat 

embarrassed 

Thad www driving the car, complaining, How dare he come and say hello to us? He should consider himself lucky that i didn’t beat him up!” 

Mom responded, Torget it. As long as by and Roman stay clear of each other in the future, everything will be fine. He just greeted us out of courtesy, so let’s not dwell on it.” 

*py, you must not be softhearted anymore. Remember this!Dad was particularly worried about it 

Chapter 138speakable Struggle 

I never even dared to imagine their reaction if they were to find out about my pregnancy. I wondered if they would force me to ha 

have an abortion

As long as the child was present, Rowan and I would never be able to fully sever our connection. His familial bond with the child was unalterable

I replied, I know, Dad.” 

Even if I said so, I gradually understood the challenges that my child and I would encounter. It was highly probable that we would not receive a warm or loving reception but instead face opposition. Although I didn’t plan to remarry in the future, I still wanted to have a child. It was one of my wishes